Sick, Trans, Glorious Moondream!

by The Reverent Marigold

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1.
Spoken: You knowc, you know, it's pretty funny how life works out, you know? Because here, I thought I was just gonna get to come to the clinic and get my meds in piece, but no here I am surrounded by you self righteous hypocritical pricks standing on a street corner cursing me out and calling ME a SINNER? Well here's a news flash for you, buckaroo. You're an apostate, you're an apostate, and you're ALLLLL HERETICS! GOD! Sung: I see you stand jar of teeth in hand Fleshless berry I will swallow you down Grin and wipe you from my mouth With my knees dug in the sand Cats change their color when you approach There is no honor here for you at all Feel the rain burn as it falls You be the bomb, I'll be the roach And I spoon down your hot and salty seeds I am become death, in my stomach grows the forbidden tree A dam falls, and Eve breaks, I smash my old self to bits Would you drink poison for a body that fits? Would you drink poison for a body that fits? I would, I would, I would I would, I would, I would, I would I stare up into your lidless eyes Fields of spikes stretch vast as the stars Cat nap in the shade between the shards Nothing else blooms here, we survive Ten thousand ages our love will persist They'll taste what you planted in my flesh And know the fruit still means death But tempting apple, who could resist? You whisper sweet as sugar, Cain, Abel rings blood from a stone I see colors beyond reasoning, you really make this house a home I dance with the sun bright shadows cast by the fiery sword hung above the gate How many times can the sky deny you before you turn to the snake? To find your way back home, would you listen to the snake? I would, I would, I would I would, I would, I would, I would Spoken: I love the snake, I love the snake God made the snake, I love the snake Instead of bread he gave us wheat and you will weep at the form I take I love the snake, I love the snake I share in my own creation, I love the snake I love the snake, I love the snake I stole your words and threw away your book I fed them to the snake I love the snake, I love the snake
2.
There's a poet on the ship, who's writing poems about the ship But it's bought and sold, every nail and board And I own only this, I hone my spear that's never missed The only music I know is the rhythm of the oars Oh, the music of the oars I wish he'd come at night, tuck in warm by my side Squeeze of the hand, what joy is in a day But they're burning me alive but forgot to set me alight It's just a job, a way to get paid Oh burning me alive, at shore and on the sea Oh burning me alive, all mortal greatness is disease They only find peace in gold, so they sail for the piece of gold I nailed up, they kill all they can catch But I am growing old, hot fat in barrels in the hold Oh lord, let this cup, let this cup pass Oh, if it can, let it pass And nights turn into days turn into nights turn into what? A lonely birth, a cabin of my own now And I see how he gazes at another it's so easy to let go Of the earth, and watch for the steaming spout Ah, ah, ah, ah THERE SHE BLOWS! So crack your backs over the oars boys I want to see blood in your sweat Rage out against the all destroying beast But, no, we are not conquered, conquered yet. Turn your genius into madness Turn your madness into woe Who cares about your living flesh? They've already got your, got your soul Let your tears fall in the sea Let your tears fall into the sea Salt always knows itself You know water always flows downhill Speak not to me of blasphemy man I'd strike the sun if it insulted me I stand before the wind and I howl I let the gale wash away my screams From hell's heart I stab at you For hates sake, I spit my last breath My flesh already burns in your stomach What can my soul care for this body's death? Let your tears fall in the sea Let your tears fall into the sea You know, salt always comes back to itself And water always always flows downhill Let your tears fall in the sea Let your tears fall into the sea Let your tears fall in the sea Let your tears fall in the sea Oh, salt water, salt water, salt water
3.
Each and every one of you will be buried in the ground Where every last one of your species lies Who will remember your name once you're gone? I have written mine across the starry sky And the roaring stopped and I started to float The stars grew so still and close against the black In all the cold nights I spent lonely singing to the moon I never thought I get to hear her sing back In the quiet, I heard my love singing back You only thought of your dream, as lofty as the heavens Mine was so simple but you thought it too small You took it and you burned it with the rocket's kerosene Save your tears, they mean nothing to me at all And I'm flying so fast now high among the clouds Dancing above the green earth, they look just like sheep I swear I saw the moon smile at me as I chased them around the world But it's getting warm now, I think I'll go to sleep And my beloved moon will sing me to my sleep
4.
I say unto you now, I say unto you now, I say unto you now I say unto you now, I say unto you now, I say unto you now Be not afraid, be not afraid, be not afraid, be not afraid Be not afraid, be not afraid, be not afraid, be not afraid Be not afraid, be not afraid, be not afraid Be not afraid for into your mouth I have poured the elixir of eternal life I have poured into you mouth the elixir and you are Exactly where you are supposed to be And look at your hands, and be not afraid Be not afraid, be not afraid, be not afraid The lilies of the valley, neither do they spin, neither do they sew Yet the Lord provides for them And I tell unto you now Jesus Christ is born in Bethlehem Be not afraid, be not afraid Be not afraid
5.
Here I sit amidst my wreckage from the electronic surplus store Wires soldered to my nerves, tendons fused to circuit boards My heart is bleeding, beating on the table, my soul sewn into the bass Forgive me if my voice is raw, this current's more than my throat can take I sing for my thousand mothers whose true names I sought to memorize Who seized the electric dream and taught magnetic tape to harmonize A newborn child I woke and heard their gospel in a daze Angels screaming on the track, "My child, be not afraid" I only write harsh noise, build music out of trash My junk is not your business and my gender is thrash It was a dream to know you, they turned you into a myth When they strip me for my copper, turn my bones into a synth HIT IT Isn't it grand? Isn't it grand? It feels like the very first time It feels like, it feels like I'm seeing colors again Like I have the breath of life in my veins again Like I'm shedding my skin and there's lightning in my fingers Crackling between my fingers, oh god, oh god OH MY GOD I feel wet iron burning the stubble from my face Sweet mothers hold me, make me holy, fill me with your grace This is my body, stronger, stranger, it only takes a second Pass me the spray paint and the solder, watch me as I wreck it Are those the speakers popping, or my lungs bursting in my chest? Whether I am ending or beginning, I will put this night to rest If I burn up from the voltage let my body be the dawn It cannot be sunrise forever, tomorrow has to come Tomorrow has to come Tomorrow has to come Tomorrow has to come Tomorrow has to come Tomorrow has to come!
6.
On my grimy dresser there's a bottle of blue pills Every morning I place one beneath my tongue and hold it still Mary has left me a note, there's breakfast on the stove But she wakes up early next to John, and all the eggs are cold Then Jesus comes to me again and grinning lifts his shirt And I trace the scars on his chest that his virgin birth Led him to. He was in a bind but he embraced the sacred God held his face and knew it but it still didn't save him I see far horizons where the lambs lie with the lions, but There are poppies growing over where my friends are lying Paul had an old name but, we never use it and You may call me traitor but my lover called me Judas Hosanna! Hosanna! Hosanna in the highest! Hosanna! Hosanna! Hosanna in the highest! I am upstairs breathing in the scented oil on his skin Then exactly as he taught, I take the holy spirit in The body on my tongue, the blood dripping down my mouth Oh who of us apostles, has ever been unclouded, without sin? Is counting silver now the only time you think of me? I who dared to love unblinking the bright son of Galilee? On the mountain he held all creation in his sight And foresaw the killing kiss we shared in Gethsemane that night So down through the ages let my name be ever known As the one who gave him up to death so he could roll away the stone You curse me, but he loved me too and held me in his arms And I am only Judas Iscariot, he was the son of God Hosanna! Hosanna! Hosanna in the highest! Hosanna! Hosanna! Hosanna in the highest! And it's cold out here, out here alone In the potter's field.

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released October 6, 2022

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Non-binary trans folk music for non-binary trans folk.

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